"Fiery Morose (my photos)

I made this animated gif sometime in 2008. The photo still is from a video that my fiancee took while I was staring at the table and thinking. The flame behind me represents moroseness and passion (two seemingly contradictory things -- yet I am often both morose yet passionate). This may have been Photoshop or it may have been another photo editing program. But I used this icon for some time while I waged political war on different news sites.

"Eye of the Tiger" (my music video)

My mother and her husband, Jan, have a kitten named "Kitten" in their apartment. Kitten has a very high opinion of herself, as you can see.

"Sunrise" (my music video)

I created this to deal with the death of my brother, Alan, in 2002. He was only 22 years old and we were very close.

"Anger Bind" (my music video)

Another artistic venture courtesy of Yours Truly. Someone sitting nearby just saw the video and told me: "Thinking too much can be the bind that ties you up." lol.

Anyway, here are the lyrics (Song excerpted -- not the full version -- therefore only the lyrics that were in this video will be included):

Artist: Korn
Song name: "Clown"

Lyrics: "Anger inside builds within my body / Why'd you hit me? What have I done? You tried to hit me! / Scream at me again, if you like / Throw your hate at me with all your might / Hit me 'cause I'm strange, hit me! / Tell me I'm a pussy and you're harder then me. / What's with you boy? Think hard. A tatooed body to hide who you are / Scared to be honest, be yourself -- a cowardly man! / I don't run around trying to be, what's not within me / Look into my eyes, I am free -- you're just a wannabe / To come out / Hit me clown because I'm not from your town, hit me clown..."

"What goes through my mind when I'm jogging" (my music video)

Music. Symbolism. There are no limits.  The person who filmed me from their apartment is from Holland.  I love this song -- "Soleil D'Egypte" by Natacha Atlas (2001).